haiz...

just finished my presentation for oedipus yest... webt quite ok.. turner din interrupt mi alot.. cuz i just talked n talked from my paper without looking up much. I tink i just blabbered thru out..but got caught by him for saying some stuff that wasn't realli substantiated by my reasoning... so oh well... haiz.. i just want to say there's free will in oedipus choosing to kill the pple or not.. but he said it's not leh.. cuz it's his fate.. he will still have to kill his father somehow..
aiyah, dunnoe lah.. so end of story, it's still fate playing oedipus rite.. so why did chitra talk abt free will taking place in the story.. i used her reasoning of oedipus' impulses as a form of free will in the story.. n den kena refuted by turner...i knew i shouldnt have gone for chitra's lect.. teach mi wrong things ar...oh ya, n i got back my piece of crap.. the essay that i crapped the most... got a c+ .. feel so sad and disappointed.. i knew it wasn't good, just dat din expect a c+ leh.. was still hoping for b-...haiz.. felt even worse when i was going out of the room, n overheard this 2 guys talking abt it and one of them got A... haiz.. what a great disparity.. felt so down.. but bo pian, have to rush off to lib to do project.. den on the way there, kept walking behind those 2 guys... felt so terrible.. sian ar.... have been meeting alot this week to do project.. going to meet again on sat.. hopefully this time can complete more stuff n can start preparing for the presentation...
today felt a bit awkard.. was at coffeeclub express cuz i was sick of the lib.. haiz.. got this smell ar.. they "glueing" the new carpet onto the stairs.. well, i din noe single shot espresso was this small cup with onli 1 mouthful of coffee in it.. wah lau , waste my money.. hope i can sleep later.. if not tmr's lect dun need to go liao... oh ya, but to the awkward thing.. was trying to read on the razzle.. den sam came.. nothing much to talk to him abt.. haha.. tink run out of things to say liao.. so got awkward silence like dat... then chi man also came.. realli weird... n somemore i'm so used to talking to chi man in chinese.. so i was like chinese english chinese english chinese english chinese english.. alamak...
was realli paying attention to turner today... tink on the razzle would be rather fun to study in terms of the comedy effect n all the word play things... but tink it would be rather hard to write for essay..turner just told us the exam format.. wah.. one question is worth 30% of the final mark loh.. tat's like 3 assignments weightage added together...must realli do well leh... today asaito was realli fast too.. i reached 15 mins late( cuz i have to climb engin bridge, den go pass lib, den but to lt 11 cuz it was raining) n he's like on the 8th slide alreadi.. normally he's like so slow.. then osamu came.. he's super comical with his accent n his hand gestures.. n also his signature sandals with socks..haha....
once i tink of js.. i want to sigh ar... project ar.. still got left abt 1 week.. n some much have not been done.. how leh?? sian... well, have to finish watever i'm supposed to read ar.. dat day photocopied alot but dun have time to read... gtg liao ar.. still have lect at 8am tmr.. hope dat single shot espresso dun kick in now.. if not i'm dead.. another sleepless nite....