mixed feelings...

Today's friday again.. had my last english lect.. no more waking up at 6 plus on fri morning again...dun realli noe wat to say.. sick of just writing my whole day's event..haiz.. oh yeah.. my assignment got lost in the mail.. luckily saw sze wa this morning... den was reminded of it..had to print out a hard copy to give my tutor.. hope she sees it though... now getting more blur.. i printed out ppt slides instead of handouts.. forgot to change the settings... got a shock when i saw the paper.. i can start pasting "writing a good essay" pointers all over my room with all the LARGE font size slides... maybe tat will help mi write better.. sis was rather upset today over some stuff in sch... hmmm dunnoe wat to say to her to make her better... she's in those mood whereby there's nothing much u can do abt it kind.. just have to let her cool off... hopefully she feels better when she comes back... realli bad at comforting pple... have always recognised this a a flaw of mine... feeling rather pissed off now.. younger sis.. argh.. wanted to treat her nicer, but all i get is "huo da"... big fire!!! it doesn't pay to be nice to her .... waste my effort n my time... *mental note- dun bother next time* had this kind of experience a few times alreadi.. y am i still making my life diff for myself?? dun understand...i ought to stop trying to be nice to her... maybe tat's better..

while walking home just now, smsing my sis at the same time... a tot just reappeared in my mind again.. what does it mean to sacrifice for someone?? doing something for others at your own expense without them knowing?? came up wif this defination while watching some tv drama last time.. but was tinking.... if the person doesn't noe.. den is the sacrifice for nothing?? just a tot....

something's wrong wif my comp again.. cant link the printer to my comp... haiz.. dunnoe y always got problem.. n wat's more.. i misplaced the cd for the printer.. wanted to uninstall n install again.. but now i can't even do tat.. sian... project again tmr... last meeting till presentation alreadi.. quite glad it's going to be over liao..hope our effort pays off... got my english test back..haiz, got 61... not realli good ar.. haiz.. some clowns in class got 90 plus again.. all the smart kids... have to work harder for final term.. my class participation going to be 0 liao..

mi going off to find the cd for my printer.. hope can find n solve the problem...
everyone have a nice weekend k... 1 more mth till hols.... we can make it one!!! jia you everyone!!