exams are coming....

stress is killing mi...actually no lar... i'm just dead... cuz i'm so slow in my progress.... dun tink i'll have enuf time to finish... n some pple have decided to put a hold on my bk.. which means i have to hurry up n finish using my econometrics bk... super duper sian... need to return by fri ..argh.. i have no time for dat... econometrics is like on 6th may... i need to concentrate on others first... by next wk.. i have 3 major papers tat will come wham bang bang on mi .... hope i wun be crushed by the end of it.. or worse.. b4 it...

yf is asking mi to join them leh... but then i'm tinking of working in the hols... need vit m too.... wat's more i dun have budget to travel together wif them thru out the whole trip... london sounds realli nice... but it's not going to be veri worth it if i go to london onli ... it's much better to travel europe at one go... going to diff places instead of mi just going to london onli... n i tink u all have alreadi made plans n done all the booking.. if i join u all, u'll have to reorganise all the lodging stuff...hope u understand k... but do enjoy k...

my mind is so distracted too.. just find it hard to concentrate n do my stuff... wat's more my speed is so slow... getting frustrated at myself... genes is driving mi crazy... feel super pek cek....
finally an episode in my family will be ending tmr..dun want to go tink abt it so much... keep thinking of the things tat i want to do during the hols.... though this is so not the appropriate time to think abt them... i shd be tinking of rna, trna, mitosis... etc... n wat's pcr n rflp n southern blotting.. they noe mi but i dunnoe them.... cuz i can't even remember wat tat is... haiz...

getting abit wacky nowadays too... haha... so if i talk lots of crap nowadays... u noe it's just normal for mi at this kind of time... haha...been giving pple nicknames out of the blue ..hehe... lousy poke..n all sorts...my comp is also my distraction too.... how??? need to wean off it..hhaha...
it's been a long time since i met up wif some pple... realli need to talk to win... but can't seem to... hope everything works out n dat she'll noe wat to do... r/s are such diff stuff to handle n i realli dunnoe how to help her or wallace... feel sorrie for him.. does he deserve wat all these things are coming to ? i dunnoe .. dunnoe wat i can say to both of them.. feel caught in btw ... just hope tat things will work out welll... i'm such a lousy fren ...