just felt like blogging....

went for class party yest.. was gd.. all those who were abroad were all back... kind of shocked to see keith.. it's been some time since i last saw him.. when i was j2? stopped using icq since i dunnoe when .. so din have any contact wif him for prob 2 yrs? well.. had a talk wif him abt sch, econs, etc... kind of envy him for being in in uni of chicago while i'm stuck here...haiz...his internship sound realli gd too... at a top firm eh... tink his experience there is going to be a realli valuable one... kind of "qi fa" mi to go look for an internship next yr during my long hols... felt like i shd have done so or at least work when i was asked to go and try out...aniwae.. hols almost over.. just had to enjoy the last two wks of it n savour every moment left... just dat checking out of mods, scheduling timetable, n bidding is such a drag... also kind of got inspired to go check out wat career prospects that lies for mi when i graduate.... shd i do banking? policy planning? hmm i dunnoe... it seems tat it's still a long time till i graduate but i tink it's time i made my plans n go about taking steps to fulfill them... shared wif the nus cell on discontentment last wk.. but yet as i was tinking thru things last nite... i wished i had the connections, the abilities, the opportunities that my classmates had... but well.. got to remind myself... contentment!!! just as i teach my members.. i've got to just do my best and leave the rest for God to bless.. well, i can't change the family i'm born in .. can't change my financial circumstances... i just have to chao pia... n realli got to work hard this sem.. can't afford to let my cap to drop any further... all in all.. it was a gd party... much better than the previous one i feel...shd have gone earlier though... hehe.... sch n army seems to have sucked the marrow of life from everyone...times are different.. just like it always have been.. but yet it remains that way...

wasn't in a really gd mood today... felt slighted just cuz of ur arrogance.. feels disgusted at your selfishness...realised i shdn't even have open my mouth to tell you of wat someone whom you should care , needs... finally saw how my respect for you is now no longer neccesary... how much a person can change... is beyond wat i can fathom... it's so true ... re jiu jian ren xin...realised tat im seeing a change in so many pple... perhaps u've changed or maybe i dunnoe the real you at all... i've been disillusioned?? i'm so bring a way of escape in here lar... out of the 8 words, i've alreadi used 2 ..haha... hmm... maybe tat's gd??

just checked the readings for econs modules... micro is enuf to make mi eat drink sleep n dream of econs readings... wats more i'm taking 3... happiness.... i shall psycho myself tat reading is fun..haha...as if...
bidding starts in 7 hrs time? hope i get the mon slot for micro... realli dun the fri one cuz i'm still tinking abt samurai..realli want to take leh..haiz... i need to make up my mind... first time tat i've yet to have a finalised timetable when bidding starts ar... tmr must drop the two allocated mods..so sian.. must bid for all 5 again this sem.. hope things will go smoothly... i'm just going to dump all my points hehe... wun be ard to monitor so.. just to play safe eh...