i guess things have come to a point where i don't know what's happening and once again, i'm too tired to go and think and ponder.. so i'll just leave it as that=)
it's been a frantic 2 mths, deadlines loom every fri and i feel that i just can't breathe, that my scalp is always uptight (sounds weird i noe)... i've got the " i want to go and chill out at a coffeejoint and people watch" thingy again.. but i noe i won't be able to do tat till exams are over.. and i've yet to prepare for my jlpt too.. time eludes me and i just can't stop my procrastination.. i can't even count the number of application deadlines i've missed and seeing my peers getting called for interviews and tests, i really can't blame anyone but myself.. but i've still got to thank all my new found frens this sem for pushing mi.. to study and do my applications, if not i wldn't have gotten this far.. to push myself till i can't push anymore. i still have one more mth to go.. 我可以的！i dunnoe if letting go is a gd thing or not, time will tell.. but one thing for sure, i dun have to fret abt it anymore if i let it go now, which i think is the correct thing for me to do now..
well.. back to ubs n boa applications..